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Resume/CV

* Jewelry Designer/Shop Owner, Jillian Nicola Jewelry 2017-Present

http://www.etsy.com/shop/JillianNicolaJewelry

* Hardlines Team Lead, Target 2001-Present

* Event Photographer, United Methodist Annual Conference 2002-2015

* Active Member & Donor, NaNoWriMo.org, 2014-Present

Articles published on NaNo blog 2018

* Active participant and supporter of MN cosplay

Table volunteer, 2D Con 2017

Table volunteer, MCBA Comic Con Spring 2017

* Graduated 2004, University of MN – Twin Cities, B.A. English/Art (Photography)

Technical Writing Example

The assignment: explain the differences between MIT and GPL software licenses, providing a balanced viewpoint for both. Target a general non-technical audience.

When writing code for apps or organizations, it’s important to understand the different software licenses governing each snippet of code, library, and framework. While there are a long list of different licenses, two popular ones are the MIT license and the GNU GPL license. Both licenses are examples of free and open source software, or FOSS. This means the code is able to be used free of charge, but there are different restrictions that prevent you from using it in whatever way you choose.

The MIT license, developed by the Massachusetts Institute of Technology, is what’s known as a permissive license. This means that there are few restrictions on how the software can be used, modified, and redistributed; in most cases it only requires adaptations and modifications to retain the original copyright notice. If the code is distributed unadapted, the original author must also be credited; if it has been modified, you must have permission from the author to add their name. This license can also be linked with codes that fall under different software licenses, including the GPL license – meaning software containing these different licenses can be distributed together, which gives MIT a higher rate of compatibility. While code under an MIT license is guaranteed to be free and public, resulting modifications do not have to be distributed for free or publicly, and the source code does not have to be included for recipients’ use. The drawback to using this license is subsequent clients can freely change, adapt, or modify your code without preserving any of the original language or intent, making this a difficult license if you feel protective of your work. Still, this is by far the more popular license and is used by hundreds of programs, including Microsoft’s X Windows System, GitLab, Lua, and Cobra.

The GPL license, developed by programmer Richard Stallman for GNU, is a copyleft or reciprocal license. This license allows you the right to freely distribute any adaptations or modifications of the original code with two major stipulations: first, all subsequent mods must retain the exact same rights as the original. For instance, if the original specifies that the software is for private use only, then all subsequent modifications must include this specification as well. Second, the source code must be made available to all who receive the software. This means that you benefit freely from the code and software that came before you, but your subsequent source code must also be freely distributed. Many businesses are uncomfortable using a copyleft license due to the fact that you must make your source code available to anyone who receives the software, leaving it vulnerable. It’s also incompatible with some digital distribution platforms, such as the Mac App Store, due to clauses within those platforms that prevent the copying of paid software. Despite these challenges, the GPL license is still used by a fair amount of apps and companies, including AdBlockPlus, WordPress, Linux Kernel, and CMSimple.

In a way, when speaking about GPL, you’re really comparing three licenses. In 2007, GNU released GPLv3, which contains more specific regulations than GPLv2. One of the biggest changes: GPLv3 code can only be linked with other licenses as long as they are compatible with GPLv3, giving it a lower compatibility than GPLv2 and permissive licenses. It is only backwards compatible if the license contains the phrase “version 2 or any later version”; some programs such as Linux Kernel chose not to include this clause, making it incompatible with any code licensed under GPLv3. You can choose to use either version, but be mindful of the compatibility issues.

Which one is right for you? It depends on what you’re looking to achieve. If the idea of sharing source code freely while still protecting the intent of your code makes sense to you and aligns with your business goals, then the GNU GPL license may be a good fit. If a license that grants you more freedom to change and adapt code without having to divulge your source code makes more sense to you, then an MIT license may be just the thing.

#amreading

EDIT 6/30: I was sure I had published this but somehow it didn’t publish! Please enjoy this post from January and revel in the pre-pandemic optimism 🙃

What books are you reading in the new year? I set a goal for myself last year that I did not end up reaching – but I’m determined to change that this year, and so far I’ve already made good progress.

First up, I read the short story The Mermaid Girl by Erika Swyler. A precursor of sorts to The Book of Speculation, it gives a little background information on the parents of Enola and Simon. I’ve seen some people say it doesn’t translate unless you’ve already read Speculation but I disagree. On its own, it’s an aching snapshot of family, and the stresses and joys that come with it. Also, reading it first means the story will seep into the main novel’s cracks and unsaid words, like rainwater on a sidewalk, and (at least I’m hoping) will enrich the story overall.

Next up, I tore through T. Kingfisher’s The Twisted Ones in less than a week, even sneakily reading it at work when I should, you know, be working. As a horror story, I wouldn’t call it the scariest thing I’ve ever read (that honor goes to Stephen King’s Pet Semetary, of which not one single movie adaptation has ever been able to come close), but it is DEEPLY unsettling. I finished it before my shift at work was over, and walked around for close to an hour with a tight, heavy chest and tense muscles, as if I had just been through some stressful event. I was also very glad for the fact that I sleep in a basement with very few windows – I won’t give anything away, but if you read the book (and I hope you do), you’ll find out why.

So now, I’m about two chapters into The Book of Speculation, a book about the mysteries inside books, families, and the magic and fates surrounding both. As suspected, the memory of The Mermaid Girl is already seeping in, within the very beginning, in a way that doesn’t feel cloying or repetitive.

I hope your reading list of 2020 is off to a great start!

Top Five Books of the Decade

I built this website purely as a portfolio to show off my work, but the more I think about it – the more I’d rather this site be a little more active! To that end I plan on peppering in more posts like book reviews or whatever else pops into my mind, along with any new work. Not on any kind of a schedule, mind you. Despite the fact that I work better on a deadline, I’m still a writer, which means (as Chuck Wendig so succinctly put it) I’m ‘a sack of cats, mentally.‘ Maybe in the New Year I can make regularly scheduled posts a goal, eh?

So maybe because I’m a mewing bag of fur and claws, I love lists and I love reflection. It brings order to the chaos in a very satisfying way, so I’m reveling in these end-of-the-decade style posts on all the socials. A few weeks ago, I created some Top Five style Instagram stories (you can find them as a highlight here) listing my favorite books of the decade (as well as comics, music, tv, and movies). Here then is a mini review of each book – and I’d love to hear your fave books of the last ten years!

Summer in Orcus by T. Kingfisher

God, this book. T. Kingfisher is the alias of Ursula Vernon, an author and illustrator that I’ve been following since college. She started out as an illustrator – her old website Metal and Magic was how I discovered her – and, based on the strength and humor of her art captions, soon made her way into writing. Summer in Orcus is a portal fantasy in which 11-year-old Summer encounters Baba Yaga and strikes a bargain for her heart’s desire, which sends her to the whimsical world of Orcus, where birds talk and blue scorpions light the way at night. This book will make you laugh and cry in equal measure, and contains one of my favorite quotes: “Summer’s mother believed that books were safe things that kept you inside, which only shows how little she knew about it, because books are one of the least safe things in the world.”

Clocktaur War by T. Kingfisher (Clockwork Boys and The Wonder Engine)

Okay this is a leeetttllleee bit of a cheat because it’s actually two books but it’s one long continuous story so I’m allowing it, and besides I’m the one making the rules here. I’m going to quote the description on Goodreads here, because I don’t think I could put it any better: “Pull three people out of prison – a disgraced paladin, a convicted forger, and a heartless assassin. Give them weapons, carnivorous tattoos, and each other. Point them at the enemy. What could possibly go wrong?” The answer is, a lot. These two books made me howl with laughter in parts, and totally broke my heart at the crux, and I tore through both in a matter of days. This is the kind of story that will have you contemplating who the heroes and villains really are, and whether those terms even mean anything in the wider world.

Anansi Boys by Neil Gaiman

While I am a huge Neil Gaiman fan thanks to Sandman, I have not read American Gods yet (I’m getting to it, I’m getting to it, so many books so little time etc etc). However, this sort of companion story about the sons of the trickster god Anansi has me chomping at the bit to do so. Mr. Nancy has died, and his son Fat Charlie’s life is about to go topsy turvy when he finds out that not only was his dad a god – he has a brother he never knew about named Spider. The madcap yet charming story that unfolds here is outstanding, somehow both effusive and emotional and yet very very British.

Five Quarters of the Orange by Joanne Harris

I’m a sucker for stories about or set during WWII, and this is an utterly unflinching tale about the human side effects of war, told by protagonists you’re not necessarily supposed to like. The relationship between mothers and daughters never seems to be easy, and that’s certainly the case for Framboise, whose mother Mirabelle is still held responsible for a tragedy that occurred in a small French town on the Loire during the German occupation. Through a book of her mother’s recipes she has inherited after her death, she learns more about her mother, what really happened that summer, and how sometimes love and ferocity are intertwined.

The Darkest Part of the Forest by Holly Black

A lot of time, fantasy stories written by women get shoved into the Young Adult category, which is hardly fair (no offense to the YA community). It causes too many readers to dismiss it as a whole, which is a shame, because they’re skipping out on some amazing writing and storytelling. In The Darkest Part of the Forest, Hazel and her brother Ben reside in Fairfold, a strange place where humans and fae exist side by side. A glass coffin deep in the forest holds a fae prince, asleep for eons. They both fell in love with the prince as children, even while knowing just how dangerous the fairer folk could be. The mystery of how the coffin comes to be smashed to smithereens, who did it and why, and where the prince is now will keep you riveted to the very end.

Those are my favorite books of the decade! Which books kept you glued to the pages, kept you up at night, or just plain kept you entertained?

Screenplay Excerpt – No Place Like Home

Inspired by my obsession with the show The Orville and a desire to try new things, namely writing a screenplay (which I’d never done). PLEASE NOTE I do not own the rights to any character except those I’ve created; the story that tumbled into my head was firmly in The Orville universe and so I kept it there. All rights to The Orville and its characters belong to Fuzzy Door Productions.

FADE IN:

INT. THE BRIDGE OF THE ORVILLE

CAPT. ED MERCER and CMDR. KELLY GRAYSON are in their chairs. LT. GORDON MALLOY is at the helm, and LT. TALLA KEYALI, LT. CMDR. BORTUS, and the AI ISAAC are at their stations.

TALLA
Captain, I’m picking up a distress signal. From behind the asteroid starboard side.

ED
(frowning)
Can you tell its origin?

TALLA
Negative sir.

ED
Take us in closer, Gordon, let’s take a look.

GORDON pilots the Orville closer to the asteroid. As they near it, a small shuttle becomes visible behind the rock.

GORDON
(frowning)
I don’t recognize that kind of shuttle. Looks … cobbled together from spare parts, almost.

KELLY
Probably from a smuggler’s ship. Any bio signs Isaac?

ISAAC
One. Humanoid.

ED
(to TALLA)
Can you hail the shuttle?

TALLA
I’m trying sir, but it looks like its communications array is down. Actually it looks like most of its power is down except for life support.

ED
All right, looks like we’ll have to reel them in. Gordon?

GORDON
On it sir.

GORDON pushes a few buttons. A tractor beam appears around the shuttle and pulls it into the ship. GORDON turns and nods at ED.

GORDON
It’s in shuttle bay.

ED
Okay, Talla and Kelly, you’re with me. Bortus you have the bridge.

BORTUS
Aye sir.

BORTUS takes the captain’s chair as ED, KELLY, and TALLA leave the bridge.

INT. SHUTTLE BAY

The shuttle is small, brown, and looks homemade. Parts are rusted, don’t quite fit together, have signs of battle damage, and even some bits are tied up with wire. The back of the shuttle is open. ED nods at KELLY and TALLA and carefully steps into the shuttle. Inside, there is only a dim light, and in the middle of the floor sits a young woman with black hair and bright yellow eyes.

ED
Hi –

She jumps to her feet in one fluid motion, nervously pushing her hair out of her eyes.

ED
Hey it’s okay. I’m Captain Mercer, this is Commander Grayson and Lieutenant Keyali. You’re aboard the USS Orville – we picked up your distress signal. Are you hurt?

YOUNG WOMAN
(narrowing her eyes)
Union ship?

ED nods.

YOUNG WOMAN
Right. Cool, okay. Just – just drop me off at the nearest Union outpost or whatever, okay?

ED
Hang on, we should get you to sickbay and have you checked out, and we can set you up with your own quarters –

ED reaches out a hand to her arm, and she flinches away, visibly frightened.

ED
I’m not going to hurt you.

YOUNG WOMAN
No! No scans just – please trust me. Look I’ve never heard of the Orville, which means you’ve probably never been to this sector of space. Not everything follows rules out here.

TALLA
What are you running from? We could help you.

ED
And if you’re this scared of it, I need to know what kind of threats are out here.

YOUNG WOMAN
(shaking her head)
No. I’m serious. It will be safer for everyone aboard if you just drop me off somewhere. Forget my face, forget you saw me, and don’t ever look back.

She curls up in one of the helm chairs, making herself as small as possible, with her back to the crew.

ED
(in a low voice)
Talla, stay here with her.

TALLA
Yes sir. I’ll see if I can get more information.

ED guides KELLY off the shuttle.

ED
(frowning)
What do you think?

KELLY
(shaking her head)
She’s definitely scared of something. Something big. Did you see how she moved though? And those eyes.

ED
(nodding)
Yeah, like a cat almost. Go back to the bridge. Have Bortus do some scans of the area, see if there’s any other ships or settlements out this way. I doubt this shuttle got that far away, in its condition.

KELLY nods and leaves the shuttle bay. ED goes back into the shuttle.

TALLA
(turning her head and smiling)
Captain, meet Zella Day.

ED smiles and sticks out his hand. ZELLA takes it apprehensively, but has a strong shake.

ED
Well. Nice to meet you Zella. Okay look, I can’t force you to stay on the ship, but I still need to know a bit more about you if I’m going to transport you. Will you come to my office with me and answer some questions?

ZELLA glances at TALLA, who nods.

ZELLA
Yeah … yeah okay.

TALLA stands as ED motions ZELLA out of the shuttle

TALLA
(in a low voice)
Sir, I still haven’t done a security check. She’s adamant about no scans.

ED
I know. Stay close, just in case. I’ll see if I can gain her trust a little more.

TALLA
Yes sir.

INT. ED’S OFFICE

ZELLA looks around as ED lets her in first, then coils herself in the chair opposite his, as if ready to flee at any moment.

ED
Can I get you something to drink?

ZELLA
Just – water is fine.

ED nods and retrieves a glass of water from the food synthesizer, and hands it to her. He settles into his chair.

ED
Okay. So, Zella, where do you come from? What planet?

ZELLA
Earth, I think, originally. At least – that’s what I’ve been told.

ED
(raising an eyebrow)
You’re a long way from Earth’s star system. How did you end up in this part of space?

ZELLA
(quietly)
I’m not sure. I don’t – a lot of my early memories are pretty fuzzy.

BORTUS (V.O.)
Sir Admiral Halsey is calling for you.

ED
Not now, Bortus.

BORTUS (V.O.)
Sir he said it’s urgent.

ED sighs and presses a button on his computer. An image of ADMIRAL HALSEY pops up.

HALSEY
Captain Mercer. I have an important matter for you.

ED
(glancing at ZELLA)
Sir this isn’t the best time.

HALSEY
I’m sorry Captain but it can’t be ignored, and you’re the only Union ship close enough. We got indication that a Union distress beacon may be coming from inside a large scavenger ship, about a day from your location.

ED
I thought we were the first Union ship to enter this sector of space.

ZELLA frowns and sits up straighter, her body tense.

HALSEY
Which is why the admiralty wants this investigated sooner rather than later. I’m sending the coordinates and what little we know to you now. We have no idea what or who you’ll find. Proceed with caution and gather as much information as you can.

ED
Understood. We’ll do our best, Admiral.

HALSEY
Halsey out.

ED sighs as the picture of HALSEY disappears.

ZELLA
I can do it.

ED
(looking up in surprise)
What?

ZELLA
I can do it. I can infiltrate the ship and find – whatever it is you’re supposed to find.

ED
Look, Zella, I appreciate the offer but –

ZELLA
(leaning forward)
I’ve grown up out here, I’ve grown up on scavenger and smuggling ships. If you go in with Union uniforms and Union guns you won’t learn a damn thing, they’ll kill you on sight. I wouldn’t be out of place on that ship.

ED
Zella, I’m sorry –

ZELLA
(jumping to her feet)
Look Mercer, I’m a trained assassin, I can do it.

ED stares at her for a moment, his jaw dropped open.

ED
I’m sorry what?

ZELLA
Ratimir, the man who bought me, he’s trained me as an assassin and spy since I was six years old. Let me do this.

ZELLA begins to pace back and forth in front of the desk.

ED
(incredulous)
The man who bought you?

ZELLA stops pacing to consider his wide-eyed stare and chuckles sadly.

ZELLA
I’m guessing they don’t sell orphans on the black market where you come from.

ED
No. They don’t.

ZELLA
Okay, well, out here there’s a huge black market and orphans are highly sought after, especially as young as I was.

ED
Why?

ZELLA
(shrugging)
Easier to train. Easier to break and bend their will to your own objective.

ED
(leaning forward)
Okay but still, you’re proposing going in alone. There’s no way in hell I’d let you do that.

ZELLA throws him an annoyed glance and produces two black clubs from her belt. With a flick of her wrists, the ends of the clubs suddenly transform into gleaming silver machetes. She flicks her wrists again to retract them and sets them back on her belt.

ZELLA
I can do it.

ED
Zella –

ZELLA
(throwing her hands up in the air)
I’m enhanced okay?

ED
(shocked)
I’m sorry, enhanced? What are you talking about?

ZELLA
Bio enhancements. It’s the main thing that gets smuggled out here and sold on the market, besides orphans. Look, I resisted the scans because I didn’t want you to know, but since I’ve already told you let’s just go down to sickbay.

ZELLA gestures towards the door.

ZELLA
Your doctor can do their scans and I can show you what I mean.

ED frowns at her, then nods and stands up

ED
(touching the comm on his wrist)
Mercer to Keyali. Meet me in sickbay.

TALLA (V.O)
Yes sir.

ED and ZELLA leave the office.

Fiction – Days of Winter Sunshine

(Edited 8/25/19)

(This is the 2nd draft of Chapter 1. This novel is finished and in the editing process.)

“Whoa would you look at that? House in the middle of the forest, just like she said.”

“I don’t see any chicken legs, though, do you? What if this isn’t the right place?”

“Ah, who cares, we can still perform our rites even if it isn’t. It’s a spooky house in the middle of nowhere Siberia even if the suka is lying.”

“Yeah I guess.”

The woman walked behind the chattering teenagers, smiling. Pseudo-witches draped in black clothes from upscale shops in Moscow, black hair from a drugstore box, and perfectly flicked black eyeliner, she had overheard the three girls talking about the chicken-footed hut and offered to help them find the house for their ‘rites’. They were wary of her at first, but looking over the strange woman’s long velvet robes that seemed to be from a bygone era, wavy brown hair that spilled down her back and seemed to move in its own wind, and sky blue eyes, they decided she must be the real deal.

They crunched through ice flaked snow that seemed yet to be touched as they trundled up to the house, the shorter of the three having to hop a little to keep up. No one would consider snow out of place in Siberia, but it was already July, and even in the tundra it should have melted by now. Something was wrong.

“Should we knock?” whispered the short girl as they approached the door of the house.

“I don’t know,” whispered her friend, flicking her bangs out of her eyes. Bangs peered into the window. “There doesn’t seem to be anyone in there.”

“Let’s just go in,” the tallest one said.

“I don’t know,” the short one said, trailing off as the taller one clicked open the door and strode in. She sighed. “I guess we’re breaking into Baba Yaga’s house now,” she muttered. “This ought to end well.”

“It’ll be fine,” the woman purred, ushering her and Bangs into the house after their taller friend. “Baba Yaga will surely understand your intent.”

“Have you met her?” Bangs asked, frowning curiously at the woman.

“Oh, not personally,” the woman said, peering closely at a wooden statue of a plump old babushka. She ran a finger over a crack in the wood and grinned, turning back to the girls. “But I know not all the legends are true.”

“Right, well, here’s some candles,” the tall one said, dumping candles of various colors and heights onto a big wooden table in the middle of the room. “Pick your candle and light it, I’ve got a lighter right here.” The girls crowded around and went about picking their candles as the tall girl drew a pentagram with more eyeliner onto the table, all too busy to notice the stove burner underneath a giant pot of water click on.

The girls then sat and took each other’s hands as they started their chanting, a string of nonsensical intonations that could have been lyrics to some overwrought rock song for all the woman knew. She stood calmly near the stove; the water was nearing a boil. As it began to bubble more furiously, the short girl glanced over and frowned.

“Has that stove burner been on this entire time?” she asked.

“I don’t know – whoa!” Bangs answered, startled by the house suddenly jerking side to side, as if it were getting up off it’s knees. The short girl ran to the window and peered out.

“Guys,” she squeaked, backing up from the window as if it burned her. “Guys, guys – the house – chicken legs – “ She cut herself off as she bumped into the statue and frowned, staring at her friends, whose eyes were as wide with fear as hers were. “This statue doesn’t feel like wood,” she whispered. Slowly she turned around, and found herself staring into two glassy eyes, grey as a winter storm.

The girls screamed in unison as the house pitched violently to the side, throwing them to the other side of the room. The woman nonchalantly floated a couple feet in the air, as the statue-come-to-life stood and seemingly flipped the table. In a puff of smoke it became a mortar made of grey marble, and as the house pitched back the other way, the teenagers were flung into the mortar, their screams fading into nothingness as they withered and shrunk into dry husks.

“Hello Baba Yaga,” the woman said, her feet touching lightly back to the floor as the house settled once again. The crone grunted at her as she ground up the husks with her pestle.

“Trying to butter me up by bringing me a meal, Morgan Le Fay?” Baba Yaga asked.

“Perhaps. Did it work?” The crone grunted again in response.

“Were you sent to me, or do you come of your own accord?” she asked. She waved her hand at the contents of the mortar, and it flung itself into the pot of boiling water. A knife hopped out of its block and began chopping the potatoes on the counter.

“Both,” Morgan Le Fay said, smiling. Baba Yaga peered at her for a moment, her face hard and sharp. Slowly it softened into something of a half grin.

“Not even you have the power to deceive me,” she said, “and you speak the truth. Choose your candle and speak your piece.” She settled into her rocking chair as Morgan chuckled and swept to the mantle over the fireplace, looking over the candles until she found a green one with specks of blue and white in it. She handed it to Baba Yaga, who lit it with a snap of her fingers and placed it on the round table next to her, and then looked expectantly at Morgan.

“I was sent by Hades,” she said. “For your wisdom and information. I came here of my own accord, to ask for your help.”

“Wisdom and help for what, exactly?”

“It’s July,” Morgan said.

“I’m aware what month it is.”

“Yet neither spring nor summer have arrived.”

“It’s Siberia,” Baba Yaga sniffed. “I hadn’t noticed.”

“Oh be still,” Morgan snapped back. “Even in the heart of Siberia you know something’s wrong. Persephone is missing.”

“Have you checked the River Styx?” the crone asked dryly. Morgan Le Fay glared at her, her blue eyes even icier than normal. Baba Yaga chuckled again, but her face grew serious. “I do not know the whereabouts of the Queen of the Underworld.”

“Well that’s the problem, Hades doesn’t either,” Morgan said. “She left for the surface four months ago to begin ushering in spring and she hasn’t been seen since.”

“Maybe she finally ran away from the boring old crank,” Baba Yaga said, rocking back and forth with her eyes closed.

“You know that isn’t true,” Morgan said, her voice turning hard. “If you have information, be quick with it, and stop wasting my time.” The crone slowly stopped rocking and opened her eyes.

“I have no information,” she said quietly. “Siberia hasn’t seen her.” The crone considered the witch for a few moments. In her green velvet robes and undone hair she looked like she had just stepped out of Avalon. “How fares Wales?”

“Ice and snow on the island, more ice and snow in the Channel, and yet more ice and snow in Wales,” Morgan said, sighing.

“And what is your gain from this?” Baba Yaga asked, as she began rocking again. Morgan raised an eyebrow at her. “Oh come now,” the crone chuckled. “Surely you weren’t just lounging in the Welsh countryside and Hades came to you before any of the Greek witches, asking for your help. What’s your angle, witch?”

“It is – lonely in the countryside, where the cold has discouraged anyone from wandering too far into the woods,” Morgan said. “And Avalon has become white and grey, with no way to tell where the marble of the graves begin and end. I went to Hades to try and understand why the snow seemed never-ending. And now I am here.”

“So you are,” Baba Yaga mused.

“What about you, child muncher?” Morgan asked. “Surely you’re not living off the fat of this barren land?”

“I’m managing just fine,” the crone said haughtily, but Morgan caught her glancing hungrily over at the pot on the stove. “And so you also come to ask for my help? Be more specific.”

“We need to find Persephone,” Morgan said.

“We?” Baba Yaga said, incredulous. She gave a short laugh. “We, as in you and me?”

“I was hoping you would assist me, yes,” Morgan said, crossing her arms. “Is my trust and faith in you, the witch of the hut, the witch of the woods, misplaced?”

“I’ll send along any information I discover,” Baba Yaga said, her tone final. Morgan kept her arms crossed, but drew herself up to her full height, frowning down at the crone. “Unless you’d like to stay for a bowl of stew, your audience is finished.”

“No thank you,” Morgan said, crinkling her nose at the scent of flesh and bone emanating from the pot. She sighed. “They say you are the keeper and protector of these woods. I wonder how long they’ll last, if this winter continues?” The women stared at each other for a moment, but the crone didn’t budge. “Fine. If you change your mind, you know how to find me.” The witch from Avalon swept out of the hut, closing the door with a bang.

Baba Yaga closed her eyes and began rocking her chair again, breathing in deep. The smell of the stew made her stomach rumble, but there was another smell on top of it – decay. Not the fresh decay of the teenager’s flesh, but an old decay mixed with dust. A mineral smell too – stone and ice. The crone opened her eyes and glanced over at the candle Morgan Le Fay had lit. A lush green with flecks of blue and white every so often, the melted wax spilling out from the lit wick instead had the color of sludge, dark grey and brown.

“Dermo,” she swore. With a grumble she picked herself up out of the chair and trundled over to the stove, banging the roof with her pestle as she went. The hut stood up on its legs and began trudging through the snow, following Morgan’s footsteps. Baba Yaga tasted the stew, nodded to herself, and added salt and pepper. It always needed salt and pepper. She banged at the window over the stove and it flew open.

“I happen to have a welsh rarebit, since you don’t care for my stew,” the crone yelled down to Morgan Le Fay. The witch stopped and turned around in surprise, then laughed as the hut bent down far enough for her to catch the handle of the door. She swam upwards into the air and alighted onto the floor of the hut as it righted itself and turned itself south.

“I knew you’d change your mind,” Morgan said, smirking.

“It’s going to take more than just the two of us,” Baba Yaga said grimly, as she pulled out a crock of cheese sauce and put it over the fire in the fireplace. A bread knife began sawing itself back and forth across a loaf of black bread and the slices hopped into a toaster. “We’re going to need a coven. Hand me a plate out of that cupboard.” Morgan flicked her hand absentmindedly and the plate slid out of the cabinet and onto the kitchen counter. The cut slices of bread flopped out of the toaster and onto the plate.

“What makes you say that?” she asked. “I thought you had no information.”

“Maybe not, but I do have wisdom,” Baba Yaga said. “Think about what – or who – would be able to disable Persephone, of all people.” Morgan raised her eyebrows as the crone handed her the plate of bread and a ladle. “For all of Hades’ titles of Ruler of the Underworld and God of the Dead and all that nonsense, it’s never him you have to worry about now is it?”

“True,” Morgan said slowly, ladling the molten hot cheese over her bread. “Where are we headed then?”

“India,” Baba Yaga answered. Morgan raised her eyebrows in surprise and glanced over at the crone.

“You sure?”

“You don’t like the sound of that,” Baba Yaga chuckled, “you’re really not going to like where this is going.”

Fiction – Untitled Apocalypse Style

(This is a rough draft of Chapter 1)

“I need concrete.”

The males in the shop had stood up a little straighter when she walked in and peered at her out of distrust. Now, they regarded her with wary curiosity. She wasn’t sure what kind of sight she was to behold, anymore. She kept her brown hair coiled in a knot on top of her head, better to keep it out of her dirty face, and her torn clothes felt looser than they had before, in the old world.

“Well, now,” the blond one closest to her drawled. “We might have some in the back, and we might’n not.” He edged close enough to her that she could smell the stink of his skin. Her hand flexed slightly around the handle of her battle hammer, a remnant from a time when it used to just be decorative. “What are you willing to hand over for it?” She flexed again. In the old world, she would have had to demure, politely ask him to take a step back, apologize for the fact he made her nervous.

His hand barely made it around her breast before the silver hammer clanged against the side of his head like an angry bell, blowing the other side of his head clean apart and spraying his buddies with blood and bone and bits of slimy brain.

This wasn’t the goddamned old world anymore.

“Concrete,” she barked at the dark haired one behind the counter. He dropped his cigarette and ran to the back, coming back out a minute later lugging two dusty bags of Quickrete.

“We have more if – if you need,” he said, eyeing the bloody hammer draped casually across her shoulders.

“This’ll be fine,” she said calmly. She pulled out a bill from the pouch around her waist, then with a glance to the prone form on the floor, added a pearl necklace to it. People still paid handsomely for pretty things nowadays. “Sorry about your friend.” She hooked the hammer on her belt and hefted the bags onto her shoulders, nodding curtly at the others as they gave her a wide berth.

She took a purposefully meandering path through the streets, cutting in between shops and houses seemingly at random, before slipping into the woods. She couldn’t take the chance of anyone following her. The underground shelter she had made her home fetched too high of a price. The density of the trees at this edge of the woods provided excellent visual coverage yet also allowed her to still see and hear what was happening on the main road, which only lay a few feet away from the entrance to the shelter. 

As she neared it, she heard a booming voice on the road commanding all able bodies to show their papers. “Shit,” she muttered, glancing at her bloody hammer. Though anarchy reigned in this new world, there was still something of a militia, struggling to keep order and protect the citizens from the creatures. They ran these checks three times a day – dusk and dawn, before and after the creatures came out, and noon, as a way to keep track of who still lived, and who didn’t. She considered skipping this check until she heard a familiar female voice giving the commands. Quickly she hid the concrete bags and her hammer near the crumbling foundation ruins, covering them up with a few branches. Not perfect, but it’d have to do.

“All citizens must exit their shelters and identify themselves,” the head militiaman boomed, as she slipped out of the woods. “Step forward!” he yelled to her. She complied, hands in the air.

“I’ve got this one,” the female said, tapping his shoulder. He nodded curtly and moved along the road.

“Name?” the female asked loudly, side eyeing her boss, who was watching her.

“Bellona Jackson.”

“Identification?”

“In my front left pocket, your right.” She didn’t move as Jocelyn took the little leather wallet out of her pocket and gave it a cursory check. As she slipped it back in, she could hear the soft clink of coins.

“Made an impression on your new friends at the hardware shop,” Jocelyn said in a low whisper. “They’re decent eggs, save the one you brained. Good muscle if you’ve got a job for them.”

“Do I have a job for them?” Bellona asked. The militia’s face turned grim.

“The prison, on the edge of town. Got info your friend is there – and maybe still alive.”

“Still the militia’s territory,” Bellona said, one eyebrow raised.

“On paper only,” Jocelyn snorted. “Been overran by those monsters for weeks now.” She cleared her throat as her boss began to approach her. “Grocer on 5th has bags of food for a coin each so I hope you’ve been lucky, Ms Jackson. Run along before they run out.”

“We’re done here,” the militiaman said to her. “Next street, lets go.” Jocelyn nodded sharply at him as he marched past, throwing a look at Bellona before falling in line behind him.

Bellona glanced back towards her shelter. If she didn’t make her way to the grocer now, there very likely wouldn’t be any food left. She sighed and rubbed the rings on her middle fingers that were attached to the spring blades in her leather cuffs. It would have to do.

The line at the grocer was about a dozen deep when she arrived, the space filled with tired, dusty people on break from strengthening their shelters and struggling to survive. No one could agree on what to call the creatures. They were humanoid, but bigger, uglier, and stronger than any human, and they could smell sweat and desperation like a hound dog following a clue. Everyone could agree, however, that they had descended on mankind seemingly overnight, throwing the world into an apocalyptic chaos where being above ground at night proved deadly.

“That asshole was going to get himself killed one way or another.” A male voice brought Bellona out of her thoughts. She glanced to her left to find the dark haired male from the hardware shop standing next to her. He grinned and held out his hand as she chuckled. “I’m Sam.”

“Bellona,” she said, returning the handshake. “Someone you knew well?”

“Nah, he came around looking for shelter. My brothers and I let him just because he was decent muscle, but …” his voice trailed off as he shook his head. “Yeah.” She regarded him silently. He had dark hair and olive skin, and the same easy smile Teo had, which made her heart ache slightly. His skin smelled like cool dirt with a slight hint of musk, which pricked her interest. She usually smelled the acrid stink of sweat and fear, which always proved fatal. Sam was still alive because he knew how to keep himself alive, not because he got lucky.

“So now what?” she asked.

“Our friend said you might have a job for me,” he said. He punctuated his shrug with another one of those easy smiles. She looked him up and down. Good musculature. Slim build but solid. He’d be fun for an evening, even two.

“I might,” she said slowly. “Dangerous, though. Real dangerous.”

“Edge of town?”

“Worse.”

“Next!” the grocer called out. Sam nodded her forward and she placed a coin on the counter. “There’s peanut butter and protein bars in there this week,” he said to her with a tired smile, pushing a rumpled paper bag across the counter.

“Helluva find, Karpos,” she said, raising her eyebrow. Protein was hard to come by these days, and the exhaustion on everyone’s face and in everyone’s muscles showed it.

“Didn’t tell me how they got it and I didn’t ask,” he said, waving his hand. “Do you need female products? I have a couple boxes, I can throw in a handful free of charge.” She nodded gratefully as he tossed a few paper lined tubes into her bag. Funny all the things a person took for granted in the past. He nodded to her and shoved the next paper bag into Sam’s hands, then a second after a short low conversation she couldn’t hear.

“Worse, you’re talking the … facility, aren’t you,” Sam asked her in a low voice as they walked away from the line.

“Yeah and my source says it’s overrun.” She sighed. “Look there’s no telling if anyone would get out alive, and I can’t pay you.”

“That pearl necklace is going to feed us for at least half a year if we play it right, Bellona,” Sam said, lifting his two bags in the air and letting them drop again. “And we’re taking our lives in our hands every time the sun goes down, whether it’s here or there.” She bit her lip in thought, then nodded.

“Yeah. Okay. I’ll meet you at the hardware shop before dawn – couple hours before the first check.” He smiled and started to walk away. “Wait,” she called after him. “Maybe you could help me with something now?” she asked as he turned around. He searched her face for a minute and a moment of understanding flitted on his face before he walked back and followed her back into the woods.

She had stumbled upon the shelter in the early confusing days, after her husband had stepped out of the house to see what the commotion was, and never stepped back in. She just remembered he told her to run, and ran she did. The house the foundation belonged to was long gone, but whatever family had lived there in those peaceful days had built a shelter on the side – a bomb shelter or a tornado shelter, she wasn’t sure which – either way they had been expecting a long war it seemed like. It was lined with concrete and had a little bathroom and kitchen built into it, as if they planned on needing to stay down there for some time. There was even a fireplace, its chimney reinforced with iron rebar, though she was afraid to light it for fear of someone seeing the smoke. The double barn-like doors that served as its entrance had thick iron bars on either side, and locked from the inside. During the day she had to hope that no one would stumble across it – she had a thick chain and padlock on the handles, but knew damn well that was child’s play for anyone determined to get inside. So far she had been lucky. She wondered what the owners would think of their shelter finally being used for its intended purpose, doubtful that this was anything like they had imagined.

Sam took her bag from her as she moved the branches and retrieved her hammer. Quickly she undid the padlock and opened the doors, signaling Sam to wait at the top of the stairs as she scurried down and felt for the little switches on the kerosene lamps.

“Okay. The concrete can come down here too,” she said as she emerged. He handed her the bags and hefted the concrete onto his shoulders, following her down the stairs. She took the concrete bags out of his hands and tossed them by the floor and kissed him aggressively. Thrilled when he responded in kind, she unbuttoned his shirt and slid it off his shoulders as he unzipped her pants and backed her against a wall, his hands cupping her bare bottom and lifting her up to his waist. She growled in delight as he slid inside her, running her fingers through his dark hair and biting his neck, then letting her hands feel the muscles in his shoulders and back. She dug in her nails as his moans got louder and more frantic, his cock creating a burning friction inside her that she hadn’t felt in ages, until she felt the explosion of wetness inside her and he thrust her hard against the wall. They stayed joined for just a minute, feeling the throbbing slowly die down, until he let her down. She grabbed a rag off the threadbare couch next to her and cleaned herself up as he zipped his pants and shrugged back into his shirt.

“This what you need the concrete for?” he asked, pointing at the top of the wall near the kitchen ceiling, where time had begun to crumble the concrete. She nodded as she put her pants back on.

“Yeah. It’s beginning to crumble in a few spots like that,” she said. “Otherwise this place has held up better than the house it used to be attached to.” He nodded thoughtfully.

“This must’ve been a Cold War shelter,” he said. He snorted, bitterly. “Think I’d rather deal with that than trolls and orcs.”

“Trolls and orcs?”

“Got something better to call them?”

“No,” she said, laughing. “Think that’s the most apt descriptor I’ve heard yet. There’s a bucket in the bathroom, water still works for now.” He nodded and set about mixing up the concrete.

“So who’s the mark?” he asked.

“A friend,” she said.

“A ‘friend’?” She frowned at him, fully expecting to have to tell him off, but his eye had a twinkle that stayed her tongue.

“Jealous already?” she said, unable to fully resist the impulse to tease. He grinned. “No, we were … not really like that. I don’t know. It was a complicated relationship in the old world but what was complicated then doesn’t matter now. Now he’s the last tether I have to my old life, so he matters.”

“Yeah, I understand,” he said softly. He looked around. “What were you, before?” She chuckled, as she took a scraper full of wet concrete and began painting on the cracks in the walls.

“A dabbler,” she said.

“A dabbler?”

“Yeah, I dabbled in things. Writing, crafts, that sort of thing. Worked at a clothing store to pay the bills.” She sighed. “Things were always so stressful, my husband did freelance work, so money was tight, which made me dabble even harder trying to find the thing that would stick. Seems quaint now,” she added with a chuckle.

“And now you’re fighting monsters with a silver battle hammer and finding confidants to give you information?” he asked, incredulous.

“I guess.”

“You would have made a great agent,” he said, laughing.

“Agent? Like FBI or CIA? Is that what you were?” He nodded. “We’re a long way from DC-That-Was,” she said. He smiled again, but it was edged in sadness.

“Family lives – lived – out here,” he said. “I wanted to help and protect them.” He smoothed the wet concrete over the now-filled hole near the kitchen ceiling, and shrugged. “Now my brothers are all I’ve got, and the office fell besides. So I understand – wanting to protect your old life.” She nodded, not sure what to say, then glanced out the slightly ajar door.

“You should probably get that food to them,” she said softly. “Thanks for getting me started.”

“Anytime,” he said chuckling, then frowned. “How do you know I won’t rat out your position, anyway?”

“You know how most men ‘round here stink like a scared wet rat?” she asked. He nodded. “You don’t smell like that.” He raised an eyebrow, and a slow impressed smile spread over his face.

“Neither do you,” he said. “I’ll see you before dawn.” She nodded, seemingly rooted to the spot as she watched his muscular dark back recede into the woods.

Fiction – Untitled Calvino Style

(This is a rough draft)

The bronze statue wasn’t a statue. Or maybe it was and had clockwork parts. Either way, the way its four arms suddenly flowed as if engaging in a particularly demonstrative dance unnerved Daniel as he inched forward. The head lowered, and as its black as night eyes bored into his brain, he could see a galaxy of stars shining in them. Suddenly the weight pan on his right crashed to the ground, causing him to fall and scramble backwards, the whole dais trembling in response.

“NO!” he screamed. “No! I’ve come too far for this!”

“You deny my judgement?” Its voice sounded like bronze, too, rich and melodic. Daniel struggled to his feet, sweat dripping down his forehead into his wide, bloodshot eyes.

“Yes! No! I – I deny your process.” He wrung his hands until his knuckles turned white. “You haven’t heard my side.” Slowly the arms flowed around the torso until each unburdened hand hovered over the weight pans.

“Very well,” Libra said. “Entertain me with your tale. If it delights me, the weight will shift. If, at the end, they are perfectly even – you win another day.”

“It begins in western Kansas,” he began earnestly, glancing at the higher of the two weight pans. “It’s not as mundane as it sounds,” he said in a rush, when it didn’t budge an inch. “Miles of wheat as far as the eye can see – but it’s a trick your eyes make your brain believe. If you take the time to look underneath, you find something quite different.”

The higher weight pan lowered slightly. “Go on,” Libra said.

“I had peeked under the wheat many times but I didn’t believe, so all I saw was dirt,” Daniel said. “Maybe it was the storm blowing in, or that first whisper of cold air on a fall day. Maybe I just wanted to see. All I know is, the first day of my life began when I met the King of the Crickets …”

And no, his name wasn’t Jiminy. That morning I had been set to my chores earlier than usual, what with a corker of a storm coming in. Nothing I was afraid of – I was a Kansas boy after all – but it’s hard enough to mess about with hay and crops in a downpour, much less worry about lightening and all that. So I had more of my day to myself than I used, and decided to take a peek under the shoots of wheat. It was tall as me, bursting with wheat berries the size of marbles, and the ground crunched under my boots; the rain would be a welcome sight.

Well that day, I saw more than dirt. I saw – I don’t know if I can rightly describe what I saw. I’ll try. Picture – picture those snow globes that have a little village in them, with carolers, except the carolers are all manners of tiny creatures and the snow is wheat shafts. There were little mud structures, like houses and shops, and roads of dirt in between the wheat detritus, and this quiet hustle and bustle as the creatures went about their business. As I continued to stare, mouth agape, I became aware that everything was getting bigger, and louder, and next thing I know I’m in Crick-of-the-Valley and no bigger than anyone else.

What looked like mud mounds to my big ape eyes became elaborate stone buildings with friezes and columns, and quaint shops with displays of wheat berries and fall wreaths, and simple houses whose inhabitants began turning on the warming lamps to ward off the storm’s chill. I stood in the middle of the combed dirt road like a simpleton, as mice and beetles and even garter snakes bustled past me.

“Best get inside!” a voice squeaked at me as I continued to gape. “Rain’s a coming!” Broken out of my spell, I looked around to see a mouse giving me a concerned look over his gold spectacles.

“But – where?” I asked. “I – I’m new here.”

“Oh I know,” the mouse said, laughing. “Only about once a season a human finds us. Come, come, I’ll take you to King Hesiodos. He’ll know where to put you.” He juggled the carefully wrapped packages in his arms to take me by the arm and lead me through the streets.

“What is this place?” I asked.

“Well, Crick-of-the-Valley of course. I’m Whitaker, by the way.”

“Daniel,” I said. “How is it I’ve never seen this place before? I grew up here. This is my family’s wheat field.”

“Ah, another Hoffman eh?” Whitaker said, giving me a side glance. “Well well. It’s been a while, yes it has. We have always been here in this field, even before your family settled in. You just can’t see us … unless you really want to,” he said, as he hurried me along the road. Ahead of us, I could see the palace looming ahead – a grand structure of intricately carved mud bricks and wheat leaves painted gold.

“Won’t all of these structures melt when the storm gets here?” I asked. Whitaker chuckled.

“No, no, His Majesty makes sure of that,” he said as we stopped. Two brown recluse spiders guarded the entrance to the palace, their legs interlocking across the door.

“A human?” The left one hissed.

“A Hoffman,” Whitaker countered. The guards both clicked their pincers together sharply.

“It’s been an age,” the right one said. “An age.”

“Indeed but the storm’s nearly here,” Whitaker said, his voice polite but firm.

“Of course! Of course,” the spiders said in unison, and as their legs slipped away from the entrance the wooden door swung open slowly.

“Enter and follow the singing,” the left one said.

“When the singing stops you’ve found your place,” the right one said. Without another word, their furry legs grabbed me and pushed me through the entrance into a darkened hall.

“Hey!” I yelped, as the door clicked behind me. “Whitaker? Spiders?” I sighed as only silence answered me. Follow the singing, they had said. I stood in the darkness, listening for voices. All I heard was the chirping of a cricket, seemingly far in the distance. As I slowly began moving to the left, it got softer. “Right,” I said to myself, and changed course to the right.

It felt like an hour. Maybe it was just five minutes, as I stopped, listened, went, doubled back, went again. Finally it seemed like the cricket – if that’s what I was looking for – had to be in the room before me, and I laughed with relief as the singing suddenly stopped as I stepped forward.

“Hello?” My voice echoed in the room.

“Another Hoffman enters Crick-of-the-Valley,” came the reply, followed by a cheee-irrrrp. “Let us hope for your sake there is a different ending than last time.” There was a sound of fire being struck, and two torches filled the room with a warm light, revealing a cricket black as night, with a silver crown on his head and a cloak made of rich purple-painted wheat shafts around his neck.

“Than last time?” I said, my voice sounding small.

“Why are you here?”

“Well I – I peeked under the wheat and suddenly got small, and a mouse named Whitaker brought me here because there’s -”

“A storm coming,” the king finished. “Yes. Of course.” He made a motion, and two smaller crickets opened a door on the far side. “You will find your room here, cheee-irrrp. There is a library on the other side, and the hallway outside of it leads to the kitchens. Make yourself comfortable until the storm passes.” The crickets stared at me patiently, waiting for me to follow them into the room, but I found I couldn’t move my feet.

“Wait – “ I said as they finally marched over to me and took my hands in their feet, which contained five thin fingers covered in hairs that were softer than I would have imagined. “Wait, wait. What happened last time?”

“It is only once a season, if that, we receive a human visitor, chee-irp. To find us, you must want to find us. You must believe in the magic that allows us to exist as we do,” the king said. He rose from his throne and came around to face me. “It is a gift to be a guest in Crick-of-the-Valley. Something not every Hoffman has understood.” He nodded to the crickets and they pulled me along into the waiting room.

Torches sprang to life as they closed the door behind me. “Wait!” I cried again, to no avail. 

Fiction – The Fire and the Morningstar

(This is a rough draft of Chapter 1)

The pentagram, carefully drawn out in pig’s blood, wavered and blinked in and out as Bridget’s vision swam. She sighed and steadied herself with the edge of the table, knocking over a salt shaker. Swearing under her breath, she hastily sat it back upright and swept the spilled salt away, then sank onto the bench and rubbed her eyes.

Warlock training was nothing like she had thought it would be. The elementary training, the secondary schools, even the first years of university had been a breeze – a blur of schoolyard curses, playing with the chickens until they were sacrificed to their chosen devil, sneaking behind the bleachers with lesser demons, and sometimes even some learning here and there. This final course of study, though, this one was a doozy. There was no time to sneak anywhere with anyone, or have too many glasses of port. Fight training every morning, Advanced Curses before lunch, then Advanced Summoning, Pacts and You seminars, and Sacrificial Offerings in History all before a late dinner and hours of working on final projects late into the night. After months of getting little to no sleep, Bridget was exhausted.

“Sleep when I’m dead,” she muttered, slapping her cheeks. Her project for Advanced Summoning was due in the morning and she wasn’t getting any younger. She slapped her knees and forced herself back to her feet, then checked the video camera’s alignment with the pentagram on the lunch room’s floor for the hundredth time. For at least the eightieth time, she pressed the record button, took a deep breath and looked straight into the camera, her tired violet eyes staring back at her beneath a mountain of black hair knotted on top of her head in the camera’s little viewing monitor.

“Bridget Davidson, Advanced Summoning, final project,” she said as clearly as she could. “I will be attempting to summon Luvart, former prince of Angels.” She nodded curtly and then solemnly used the salt shaker to create a ring of salt outside herself and the pentagram. She picked up one of the black candles that flickered on the outside ring of the pentagram, and dropped black wax on each point of the star, before using her fingers to put out the flame. As the smoke from the wick and her charred fingers rose to the ceiling, she blew into the cavity the melted wax created in the top of the candle, blowing black wax across the pentagram.

“Hear me, Prince of Angels, thou tempter of good, thou fallen demon. Hear me, agent of the Morning Star, rise and meet me face to face. Come forth to me, whose name is known to man as Lucifer.” She paused as the floor began to rumble sharply beneath her. “Luvart. Wait. What did I say?” she gasped, as the floor began shaking more aggressively than before. She fell hard on her knees as the floor cracked suddenly across the pentagram, the edges of the crack curling and turning black. She threw her hands across her face to shield it from the intense heat that emanated from the crack, and tried to get back to her feet, although the floor was still shuddering violently and kept throwing her back down.

“Shit, what is happening?” she cried, as she crawled backwards away from the crack in the floor. She glanced over at the camera, which had fallen to the floor; the red light was still on. It was still recording. Despite her terror, she felt some relief that she’d have something to turn in the next morning, if she made it out of the lunch room alive. She turned back to the crack, and froze. A mess of bat wings were rising out from the depths, six great pulsing black wings whose ribs were edged in red, with mottled black claws on the tips at the top. Claws on the bottom tips too, she noted, as the wings breached the crack and spread out to their full glory. Six wings belonged to the seraphim, and there were only four choices when it came to fallen seraphim. Her stomach sank as she realized what, in her exhaustion, she had said.

“Fool,” he said. His voice, rich and euphonic, seemed like it would tear her head apart from the middle of her brain out to her ears. He laughed, his still handsome face contorting in his bemusement. “I have spent more millennia than I can count, child,” he purred, as his cloven feet hit the still trembling floor, “attempting scheme after scheme to walk the realm of man.” He laughed again, flexing his arms and stretching his long fingers out in front of him in wonderment. His very skin seemed to made of fire, as if it were dancing beneath translucent skin. “Who could have guessed all it took was an inept warlock?” He began to stalk past her, the floor shaking with every step of his hooves.

“Stop!” Her voice squeaked. It actually squeaked. In the movies the plucky heroine shouted with the fury of nine different hells, but no, she had to squeak instead. “Stop, I’ve summoned you, demon! There is to be an – an agreement!” He stopped and stared at her in amazement, the skin crinkling around his black eyes. He laughed again, long and loud, which made her clap her hands over her ears in an effort to keep her head on her shoulders.

“That just might work on the lesser of my race, wench. Did you expect a pact or a salt circle to keep out the Morning Star himself?” He grinned and crouched slightly, then with a leap and a thrash of his wings, crashed through the wall of the building and was gone in the night.

“Holy shit,” Bridget sputtered, the realization of what exactly just happened crashing down on her. “Holy shit holy shit holy shit,” she continued to babble, as she scrambled to her feet and frantically patted her face and chest and legs. Okay. She still had everything, she was still solid, this hadn’t killed her. Yet. She ran a few steps towards the door, then ran back into the room to grab the camera. “Come on, come on,” she muttered frantically, trying to jimmy it off the tripod. “Screw it. Liquescimus,” she said as she wrapped her fist around the connection, causing the metal to melt in her hands, then let the mangled tripod drop to the floor as she sprinted out of the lunch room.

“Bridget Davidson, WHAT just happened?” She shrieked as she ran into Elder Calogerus, nearly dropping her camera. The strips of black gauze, permanently burnt into his flesh, crumpled as he furrowed his brow and sniffed through the lunch room door, all his other senses telling him everything his blind eyes couldn’t see.

“I – I don’t know, I was working on my project and – “

“That sulfur only comes from one place, Bridget,” the elder said grimly. “No, hush, come with me, quickly.” He grabbed her elbow and hurried her through the halls towards his office. Torches on either side of his door sprang to life as he pushed her into the office and sat her in the chair across from his desk. He closed the door firmly and then swept into his own chair.

“Elder Calo, I swear, I’m not sure how this happened,” Bridget started, clutching the camera so hard she thought she might break it.

“Neither do I,” he said gently. “Start at the beginning please.”

“Well I – I haven’t been getting much sleep,” she said. Tears sprang to her eyes. “I’ve been working so hard on these final projects. And this one tonight, I’ve been working on it since dinner, trying over and over with no luck.”

“You were supposed to summon Luvart is that correct?”

“Yes,” she said, dropping her gaze.

“And where did it go wrong?” he asked.

“I – I accidentally said Lucifer.” She whispered the name, then quickly looked towards the door.

“You’ve already summoned him, child, you can’t summon him again,” the elder said. He chuckled, but when she looked back at him his face held no mirth. “What color candles did you use?”

“Well,” she said, sitting up a little in an effort to look like an eager A+ student who most definitely did not just summon Lucifer to earth. “I did quite a bit of research, but the truth is very little is known about Luvart, so in absence of a particular attribute, I chose the default black.”

“Mm hmm. And the incense?”

“I used five, one for each element and the moon. Frankincense, myrrh, sweet gum, galbanum, and clary sage,” she finished, ticking them off on her fingers. The elder fell into thought, his fingers peaked in front of his face. The silence seemed to make the very air in the room hum with tension.

“It makes no sense,” he said finally, throwing his hands up in the air. “Generic candle, generic incense, generic call forth – I assume you used the scripted one Elder Pompey gave you?” She nodded. It always felt strange to nod to a blind man, but he was no ordinary blind man. “Bridget, you’re a good warlock, but no one is that good. I don’t think even I, using those props, could summon the Lord of Hell himself just by saying ‘Lucifer’ instead of ‘Luvart’. There must be something we’re missing.”

“Well I – I have the camera,” she said meekly, holding it up.

“The what?”

“The – the camera. For the final project we had to film the summoning. It fell down when the earth went all shaky but it still recorded it I think – “ The elder leapt out of his chair and snatched the camera before she could finish her thought.

“Stay here,” he commanded as he hurried out of the room towards another office down the hall, leaving her to sit in the office alone with her increasingly weighted sense of impending doom. She turned a little in the chair so she could keep watch out the door, which Elder Calogerus had left open. She sighed heavily, and propped her chin on the back of the chair. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw the flame in one of the torches suddenly get brighter and grow into the shape of a man.

“When our pact agreed you would provide me with the souls of the wretched, this isn’t quite what I meant.” Beleth’s voice still made her shiver down to her toes, even after all this time. She didn’t think she’d ever again hear a sound so melodic, so hypnotic, as that of this King of Hell she had made her pact with.

“I figured you’d be positively giddy, Beleth,” she said wearily as he sat in the chair next to her. He still faintly smelled of sulfur, though to any passerby he was just a dastardly handsome man in an impossibly good suit with dark chiseled features and hair and eyes as black as night. “Doesn’t this mean you can all come to the surface to play?”

“Perhaps,” he said silkily. “Perhaps not. That is up to the Morning Star and he is … not so predictable. You had six, by the way.”

“What?”

“The frankincense of fire, the myrrh of water, the sweet gum of earth, the galbanum of air, the clary sage of moon,” he said. “But there was a sixth, left there from a student before – nutmeg.”

“Of Jupiter,” she said, finishing his sentence. “Holy shit, I need to tell the elder – “

“Why do you always say that? Of everything you humans do, that is the least holy act you regularly commit,” he said crinkling his nose. “And do you really think he can help you? That will require him to admit to all your councils and busybodies in charge that he let a student summon forth the Lord of Hell.”

“What, like you would help me? This is your kind’s greatest goal,” she spat back.

“No, our goal is to get back to heaven,” he said. His silky voice suddenly went hard and grainy, and fire flashed in his eyes for a moment. “No need,” he added as she raised her left hand, the silver ring embedded into her middle finger shining, ready to send him back to the depths. “You’re tired, and this is an understandably stressful situation. I will forgive your … momentary, I’m sure, lack of respect.”

“What would you have me do?” she asked, as she slowly lowered her hand.

“I have a proposition for you,” he said. She could faintly hear the sound of choral music as he turned to face her fully. She struggled to steady her mind and her focus, lest he tempt her farther than she wanted to go.”I can bring the Morning Star back to – well not his rightful place, but where he has ruled for millennia.”

“Just like that, he’ll go with you?” she said, raising one eyebrow. He flashed her an impossibly beautiful smile, liquifying her insides and forcing her to take a deep breath. “In exchange for what?”

“Our pact is not eternal,” he said. “You are mine and I am yours – “

“Until the day in which I die and there hence the chains doth break,” she said, finishing the oath. He nodded.

“If I do this for you, if I drag my Lord back to the depths of hell, then our pact becomes eternal,” he said. “When you die, your soul descends, and you are mine until the end of all existence, humoring my every whim.” She half laughed, as her eyes passed over his chiseled face, broad chest, strong hands. 

“That’s it?” she asked incredulously. He grinned and carefully tucked an errant lock of hair back behind her ear, making sure to lightly drag his fingers down her neck before taking his hand away.

“No,” he said, still grinning. She froze, halfway through melting into his touch.

“I knew it.”

“No, I also get your sister,” he said. He waved his hand in the air before them as if wiping a window, and as he did, a vision of her twin sister appeared, her blonde hair in curls and her bright violet eyes smiling as big as her mouth. Purple eyes were so rare, it was the only way anyone believed Bridget and Nora were twins. Bridget stared at the vision, her entire body tense, trembling slightly.

“She’s already in heaven,” Bridget said through gritted teeth, her eyes wide.

“Oh that she is,” Beleth purred, as the vision suddenly changed to a paper doll cut out of an angel hanging from a paper cloud. “But I have my ways of … making her fall.” As he hissed the word ‘fall’ he stabbed the cloud with a clawed finger. Bridget watched in horror as the doll plummeted to the floor and went up in flames.

“No,” she whispered.

“Then catch him yourself.” He smiled as she desperately searched his face. “Think about it,” he said gently, patting her knee. “You won’t get another offer this easy.” She opened her mouth to answer, but a sudden outburst of shouting in the hallway stopped her. She jumped out of the chair and peeked out into the hallway, to find Elder Calogerus arguing loudly with a man in long white flowing robes.

“Holy shit, the archbishop of the priest academy,” she whispered.

“You really should stop saying that,” Beleth said, sticking out his tongue in disgust.

“Shush!” she whispered loudly, glaring at an empty chair; he had already disappeared in a puff of smoke. As she turned back to the commotion, she noticed the elder training his face in her direction – he had turned the archbishop so that the man’s back was to his office door. As her eyes met with where his eyes should have been, he jerked his head to the right. Not needing to be told twice, she immediately scurried out of the office and down the hall, not seeing the glowing figure in her way until it had already grabbed her arm and pulled her into an empty office.

Fiction – The Kohl Priestess

(This is a rough draft of Chapter 5)

Taken aback, Kahina and Itri stared at each other, mouths open. After taking a minute to collect herself, Kahina pursed her lips and knocked again, louder this time. On the other side, she could hear the muffled grumblings of the man, though it took her knocking a second time for the panel to open again.

“I said, no vis—“

“I was sent here by Neferet, sister of Tem, first wife of Pharaoh Mentuhotep II,” Kahina said firmly, taking hold of the panel so that the man couldn’t close it again.

“I know who Neferet is,” the man scoffed. “Sent here or no, there is no time for visitors today!” He tugged on the panel and then glared at her through the opening. “Let go of that, girl!” Kahina glared back and fished the legal scroll out of her sack.

“According to these documents, I am the daughter of Ahmes, a priest of Anubis and a royal embalmer,” she said, holding it up to his eyes. The name made the man pause, and he stopped tugging on the panel. “Neferet sent me here to research your scrolls, so that I may learn what I need. It is of the utmost importance, sir, Waset is in danger!”

“I have no way of knowing if those documents are real,” the man sniffed. “Ahmes’ daughter or no, Waset in danger or no, the pharaoh has charged me with designing his tomb and I simply have no time for you.”

“Would it help if she’s with the pharaoh’s son?” Itri said, moving behind Kahina into the man’s sightline, one hand on his bow. The man rolled his eyes, though they dipped down slightly as he bowed.

“Your grace. Your bow doesn’t scare me, your quest doesn’t move me, your time is not as precious as mine. Move along!” he huffed.

“Please, sir!” Kahina cried out, as the panel made to close again. The man sighed, and after some scrabbling around, opened the door.

“Here,” he said, shoving a piece of parchment towards Kahina. “Detail your school of magic and which scrolls you’re looking for and perhaps I can make an appointment. Another day,” he added, glaring at them both.

“All of them,” she answered, eyes narrowed and arms crossed. The man dropped his arm and rolled his eyes.

“Oh please,” he said, looking towards the heavens and smacking his forehead, “not another one. School of magic. On the parchment.”

“All of them,” she repeated through clenched teeth. He crossed his arms at her, glaring, and as he did she caught sight of the scrolls tucked into the man’s belt. With a quick movement, she snatched one out and began to read it quickly.

“Hey!” he exclaimed, starting to lunge at her, but backed away as Itri notched an arrow onto his bow and pulled back on the string, the point aimed at the man’s left eye. Kahina dropped the offensive magic scroll to the ground and snapped her fingers, sending a bolt of lightning from her fingers to the sconce on the wall just inside the door. The man’s eyes widened in shock, and barely moved as she snatched another scroll away from his belt, this one a growth spell for crops. Looking around her, she caught sight of a wayward wheat plant, growing where it shouldn’t amongst the bits of grass around the tomb. Holding out her hand to it, she watched as it grew tall and fat, until it fell over into her hand. The man looked back and forth between Kahina and Itri, eyes wide, mouth open.

“I would like to see your scrolls please, sir,” Kahina said, dropping the giant wheat berries to the ground.

“This isn’t possible,” he whispered. “It simply cannot be.” Then coming to his senses, he looked out of the door, to the left and right, then ushered them both inside. “Your grace,” he said again to Itri, and bowed deeper.

“Get up,” Itri said to him, shaking his head as he replaced the bow on his shoulder.

“You don’t understand,” he said to Kahina. “Many want to believe that oracles – REAL oracles – exist. We get at least a handful a month, all claiming to be all seeing and all knowing. But there hasn’t been a true oracle in …” he trailed off.

“A thousand years?” Kahina asked, raising an eyebrow.

“At least,” he answered, nodding. He bowed to her. “My name is Rahotep.”

“I am Kahina,” she said, bowing back.

“Yes I know who you are. Please, please, follow me to the library. Full access of course, as Neferet promised.” He lead them down a hall towards a chamber in the back of the pyramid.

“You knew my father,” Kahina said to him, as they walked. He laughed.

“Knew him?” he exclaimed as they entered the library. “Why, Ahmes was one of my best students,” he said, smiling. “Who knew his daughter would turn out to be an oracle? Take your time, I have many scrolls.”

“This is a school?” Kahina asked, looking around in confusion.

“Of sorts. The only sort allowed, really,” Rahotep said. “Magic is in Egypt’s blood, our gods are magical, but it’s considered heresy to teach the gifts of the gods, do you understand? So we stay disguised, in the shadows, and we do the best that we can.” He looked around, then patted his round belly. “Ah, allow me to take your leave for a moment – I will return shortly with beer and refreshments.” He bowed again and hurried out of the room.

“You know, Neferet did say you should be discriminating in which scrolls you chose to read,” Itri said to her, as she watched the man go. She giggled and turned around.

“I know,” she said. “You can’t say it wasn’t worth the look on his face though!” She looked around the room with widened eyes. Hundreds of scrolls sat on hundreds of shelves, which lined the walls nearly all the way to the top of the considerably high ceiling.

“Where do you even start?” Itri whispered, matching her gaze.

“That potion Neferet had me drink, allows me to see magic,” Kahina mused. “Everything that’s magical seems to have like a glow to it, and each type is different.” She walked over to the wall on her right, the brazier in the corner bursting to life as she leaned towards an open scroll on a shelf.

“Did you get that from his scrolls too?” Itri asked, motioning to the fire.

“No, that one I got from your aunt,” she said, unrolling the scroll next to the open one without moving. Itri clucked his tongue.

“She didn’t touch you,” he said, sounding unsure. She looked back at him and grinned.

“Well she certainly didn’t try to,” she said brightly. He gave a short laugh and shook his head. She turned her attention back to the scrolls.

“Let’s see,” she said, “this one here is a healing spell. It’s got a bit of a blue glow, so that means …” she trailed off as  she swept her eyes back over the shelves. “Yes. These are all healing spells then. So then these …” Itri watched her in amusement as she continued to mutter to herself, climbing the ladders that littered the walls to reach higher shelves. He sat at the table by him, setting his bow and quiver on the ground and propping his feet up on the table.

“You didn’t tell me you found your birth documents,” he called up to her, as she began to float scrolls down to the table where he sat.

“I just found it last night,” she called back, lighting a sconce next to her to get a better look at the highest shelf. “I hadn’t entered that library for years. I figured she must have kept it though – she was very meticulous with her transactions,” she said sourly, as she carefully made her way back down, three more scrolls following her as she made her way back to the table. “Get your feet off the table!” she admonished him, as she sat down. He chuckled, though complied.

“So your father was a priest and embalmer,” he said, one eyebrow raised. “That’s quite a pedigree. What about your mother?”

“She was listed as a concubine,” she answered. “There was no other information on her, besides that she died young in childbirth.” Itri frowned at her.

“One of the pharaoh’s?” She shrugged. “It’s not common for priests to have that kind of access to the property of the pharaoh. Unless he wasn’t supposed to.” Kahina bit her lip and looked up at him, her face troubled.

“It did say his death was suspicious,” she confessed, then shook her head vehemently. “It doesn’t matter though. The past is past. These scrolls – can you unbind them for me?”

“Right,” he said, leaning over to begin untying the threads around the scrolls. “Protection, guardian spells. Navigating the underworld.” He chuckled. “Well that doesn’t inspire confidence. No healing spells then?”

“Neferet said I would know which ones were right,” she said, frowning. “Last night I went through my mistress’ library, and there too the healing spells didn’t speak to me.” She shrugged and shook her head, still frowning.

“So that’s not your calling,” Itri said, leaning back. “Leave the healing to Neferet, then.”

“I suppose so.”

“What is it about the protection spells?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” she said. “I suppose I – I don’t see a way out of this, really. I think it will come to pass no matter what I do, and if I’m wrong, at least I’ll be able to protect people as well as I can.”

“Neferet would not have sent you to me, if there was not a dire need,” Rahotep said, reappearing in the room. He carefully sat down a tray of salted perch and bowls of figs laced with honey, and a large pitcher of beer.

“Being the first oracle in a thousand years isn’t enough?” Itri asked incredulously. Rahotep shook his head.

“Don’t get me wrong, girl, the fact you exist is a delight and amazement, and there a thousand questions I would ask of you and a hundred more artifacts I would press into your hands,” he said. “Yet if that were all, she would take care of the training herself, she is quite adept.” He offered a plate of fish and figs to Kahina, who bowed graciously in acceptance. “No, she wants you to be powerful, if she sent you to me. Which means one of two things.” He offered a plate to Itri and sat down, popping a fig into his mouth.

“Which are?” Itri asked.

“Either,” Rahotep said around the fig, “the pharaoh is planning some sort of conquest only Ra knows where, and he needs a weapon, or you had a vision. And not the shiny happy sort of vision either.”

Kahina sighed and set down her plate, licking the salt off her fingers. “The amulet Itri bears produced a catastrophic vision of the end of Waset,” she said, recounting the images of the city burning to the ground and blood in the Nile. Rahotep frowned at his feet, his hands crossed over his belly as she spoke.

“So it comes to pass then,” he said, without looking up.

“What does?” Kahina asked. Rahotep took in a breath and met her eyes.

“You’re not the first to have this vision,” he said.

“And yet Waset still stands,” Itri said, sitting up straighter. Rahotep nodded at him. “So then the fates can be changed!”

“Maybe,” Rahotep answered, causing the pharaoh’s son to slump back in his chair.

“I’ve been hearing that answer a lot lately,” he muttered.

“Twice before has this vision been foretold,” Rahotep said, leaning towards Kahina. “Once by the last known living oracle, 1100 years ago. Once more by the great oracle shrine in Per-Wadjet, far to the north. Both warned that if the vision was foretold a third time, it would come to pass. Swiftly.”

Fiction – The Dehmiside’s War

(This is a revised draft of Chapter 1)

I have always been running.

As a child, I ran, across prairies and through pockets of trees. My mother ran with me as a baby, strapped to her chest, hidden among folds of cloth. She ran with me in her womb, ran from the mountains and the people who wanted to kill her, kill me, kill my father. We ran even as he was taken from us, the magic in his Sidhe blue eyes extinguished. He implored us to run, even though he knew he was doomed. Keep running, run far away, don’t stop, don’t let them have our son. So we ran south along the river, until we came to a sleepy little farm town called Teynbourgh, a town so far removed from the wars that ravaged the north that the children thought the Sidhe warriors were tiny imaginary creatures called faeries.

My mother changed our last name to Starling, something a little more folksier than the long and strange-sounding Sidhe’mineiribois. I grew up around children who laughed at the tree-shaped birthmark below the nape of my neck and were jealous that I was faster and stronger than them, but never guessed why that made me different from them. I let them laugh, occasionally standing up for myself if I had to, because being teased for something so normal as a funny looking birthmark was safer than the truth. I apprenticed as a blacksmith, my father’s love, and dreamed – hoped – that I could grow old and die a poor blacksmith in a tiny dusty farming village, rather than be hunted for my blood and my very existence. Nikayna rolling into town with her rangers shattered that hope.

Nikayna Arend. In some places, her name was whispered as Empror Baiesh – death bringer – but in most places she was known as Amber-eyes. I had never in my twenty years seen a human being with eyes that color – a golden yellow around a black center that spread out and deepened to a brilliant red-orange at the edge – until the day she walked into my shop. The sky sat heavy with dark clouds that day, though the storm that brought them was well gone by that afternoon. I hummed quietly to myself as I sharpened the lumberjack’s axe, the fires of the forges throwing large dark shadows around the shop. Suddenly I heard a small tinkling sound, like several tiny bells moved by the wind. I glanced up, towards the doorway, where a dark figure stood just inside my shop, leaning against the wall with one foot up. She would have been totally in shadow were it not for those bright amber eyes boring a hole into my head. I knew immediately who it was. Even Teynbourgh had heard stories of the fabled ranger named Nikayna with the magic eyes.

“Hello,” I said slowly. “And what may I do for you today?”

“There is much you may do,” she answered, in a voice that seemed ancient yet robust. “Whether or not you will do it is of course up to you.” I raised an eyebrow, my body tense.

“I’m not disposed to doing things for or with those I haven’t met.”

She chuckled. “I suppose that would be the first order of business, wouldn’t it?” She walked into the light, her boots making a slight tap-tap on the hard dirt floor. She had long black wavy hair, and smooth porcelain skin that belied her age, with only a few lines around her eyes that told the truth. Her black tunic came down just far enough to offer a glimpse of an intricate hawk tattoo, its wings outstretched beneath her collarbone. “My name is Nikayna. I am a ranger of the north, and I have been told you may be able to help me with a small problem we have.”

“Kalman Starling,” I answered, “and what is a ranger of the north doing this far south?”

“We were even more south of here when it came to our attention that we needed to travel to the Danican mountain range,” she said, smiling. “There is a city there, Reyncourt. Our sources have brought us troubling stories of their king going mad. Unfortunately he knows us, and has decreed that we have a very good chance of losing our heads if we enter the city.” Reyncourt. My mother’s birthplace. The place I have been running from since I was in the womb. I frowned.

“Why me?” I asked. Nikayna raised an eyebrow.

“A man who gets to the point, I like it. One of my rangers went to the one place in any small town you go if you want to know anything about anyone.”

“The tavern?” I asked. I smiled, though inside I was panicking a little at what was said about me.

“The tavern,” she said nodding. “It seems you’re known as being strong, no-nonsense – I’m glad to see they weren’t kidding about that – and one of the very few around here who can handle a sword. My ranger seemed rather insistent that we choose you, if you would choose us.”

“And where would I fit into all this?”

“You’re unknown to this city and its king.” If she only knew. “You would be able to gather information for us.”

I stared down at the axe, slowly working the soapstone along its edge. All logic told me to tell her to get out, to find someone else, somewhere else. My whole life I had been running from those mountains and the people there, why in Eidolon’s name would I want to run headlong into the fire? But a small voice urged me that somehow this was important. I looked back up at her, her eyes unblinking.

“My mother is alone,” I said. “with no one here for her if I go. I would need to talk to her first.”

“Fair,” she answered. “But I will need to know by tomorrow, no later.” She turned to go, and as she did, my mother entered the shop. The two women regarded each other as they passed by one another, and for a second a mixture of both confusion and recognition registered on their faces, though they didn’t say a word. My mother stared after her a minute as she walked down the road, then turned back to me, her eyes wide.

“What does Nikayna Arend want with you?” she whispered urgently. Her greying red braid fell over her shoulder.

“To go to the mountains,” I answered, eyes down.

“Why?” I told her what the ranger had told me. “Kalman, you can’t. You just can’t.”

“I know. Logically, I know that. But something is telling me that it’s important I do go.” She fell silent at that, looking down at her hands. “Ma?” I asked quietly. She looked up, her face troubled. “Do you know Nikayna? Beyond the stories?”

“I know of her,” she said. “She’s not from the mountains, but she was one of the war heroes. Her father led the army from the far north. Kalman, she was firmly on the human side of the war. She believed in it. That she is a ranger now, charged with keeping the peace between the two sides, was not her choice.”

“So I don’t tell her who I am.” She scoffed at that, shaking her head. “Ma, I’m tired. I’m tired of running.”

“So instead you feed yourself to the hunter?”

“That’s not my intention. At least I hope not, but how far can we run? And for how long? We ran all the way here for one of the war’s heroes, as you call her, to roll into town just looking for someone to go north. That can’t be happenstance. Maybe it’s better to face them and go down fighting if needs be.” She shook her head again, vehemently, then sighed. She was quiet for a few minutes, then came over to me and put her hands on my shoulders, her eyes searching my face.

“You say you have a feeling. That going to the mountains is important.” I nodded. “Do you feel your demise in this vision?” I frowned, trying to understand what she meant.

“Like do I have a premonition?” I asked. She nodded. I thought about it for a minute, then shook my head. “No, I … no. I don’t.” She sighed again and dropped her hands. 

“Damn your father’s hide, and his vidhyan blood,” she said.

“A vidhyan?”

“A prophet, in dusty farm town terms,” she answered, and smiled, though her face suddenly grew serious. “She said it was one of her rangers, that got your name. Did she say who?” I shook my head. She glanced out the door, searching the street. “Go home, Kalman. I’ll be there soon.” With that she left, hurrying down the road towards the tavern.

I closed up my shop, dousing the fires and putting tools back in their place. I walked slowly down the road, head down, lost in thought. I was a Dehmiside, the unholy product of an unholy union, the son of a human mother and Sidhe father whose respective sides hated each other so much they waged a war for thousands of years. The blood of my kind – produced by force, under controlled conditions – fed the Sidhe warriors, giving them strength and focus and immortality. It also fed the human warriors, giving them magic they didn’t know how to control. I was an asset and a liability all at the same time, and my enemies would not hesitate to bleed me dry and then burn whatever was left. So why was I putting myself in the fire?

The tavern appeared on my left, the last thing in town before the road turned towards the farms with their acres of tea leaves, cotton and rice. I glanced over furtively, trying to see what I could see without being obvious. As I passed by I noticed my mother, standing outside and behind the trees a little, talking determinedly with a muscular, barrel-chested man. His long red hair was tied back into several braids, highlighting a long scar that went from eye to chin on his right side. One of the rangers, I assumed. It almost seemed like they seemed to know each other, or of each other. I picked up my pace, hurrying to get home before my mother did. As soon as I was relatively out of sight from the hustle of the town I crouched like a cat and sprung, running so fast I almost flew through the air, covering the last mile in just a few seconds. I was halfway through washing dishes before my mother walked in the door.

“Ran home I see,” she said dryly. I chuckled as I dried my hands. “Nikayna will be coming by this evening for your answer.”

“She said she needed to know by tomorrow.”

“Yes but she’s coming by tonight. Circumstances won’t allow them to wait until tomorrow.” I turned and leaned against the sink, my arms folded over my chest, my brow furrowed.

“Did the man you were speaking to tell you that?” I asked. She raised an eyebrow, but nodded. “Who is he?”

“You’ll find out soon enough,” she answered. “But come with me, before she gets here. There is something I need to show you.” She led me into her bedroom and sat me on her bed. The dying evening light came through her window, bathing her in an odd sort of heavenly light as she knelt by the trunk at the end of her bed. “Your father left you something,” she said, pausing as she opened the lid. “I never showed you this. I guess I foolishly hoped you would never need it.” She gingerly lifted out an object wrapped in linens and handed it to me, it’s wrappings falling away as it landed in my hands.

I had never in all my young years as a blacksmith seen a sword so beautiful. Its steel blade bore inscriptions in the old Sidhe tongue and its smooth leather-wrapped hilt sported two brilliant red gems in the shape of an eight point star. Beneath one of them was an etching of a starling in flight. I gingerly balanced the blade on my finger, marveling at how perfect it was. It was light but felt sturdy.

“This … is a gorgeous sword,” I whispered.

“It’s mountain-forged. The best any money could buy. Your father crafted it before we had to flee, intending to pass it on to you,” she said. She cautiously reached out a finger to one of the rubies as if she couldn’t help herself. As her finger barely came in contact, I felt a surge of energy in the sword, and she winced and drew her hand back quickly.

“Are you okay?” I asked, startled. 

She nodded and laughed, although she wrung her hand slightly. “Sidhe steel. It can only be borne by those with Sidhe blood.” She smiled wider. “It will know if anyone else tries to wield it, and it will defend itself.”

“I thought those were stories.”

“That is what I loved about this town, Kalman,” she said, still smiling. “All of it was just a story. A fun bit of adventure to relish before tucking children in to their safe and warm beds.” There was a knock on the door before I could say anymore. My mother looked towards it apprehensively, then looked to me with a sad look.

“You’re going, Kal.” It wasn’t a question. I nodded. She stood up, smoothing her dress, then made for the door. I followed, placing the sword carefully on the bed. She opened the door slowly. Nikayna stood on the front porch, arms crossed casually. Behind her were the man I had seen talking to my mother and an olive-skinned man with long dark hair, holding the reins of three black stallions.

“Good evening,” Nikayna said. “You must be Kalman’s mother?”

For a split second I thought I saw my mother meet eyes with the stocky ginger ranger, who shook his head slightly. She smiled warmly at Nikayna and nodded.

“Yes, I am. My name is Amaris.” The name she gave in case those she was speaking to had heard of Audra Malone.

“Pleased to meet you,” she said, then turned her attention to me. “I’m afraid I can’t give you any more time to decide. New information dictates we leave before dawn.”

“It’s okay. I’m coming with you,” I answered. She nodded.

“Good. Get your stuff together then, bring a good weapon, and get what sleep you can. We’ll be back an hour before dawn.” She regarded my mother for a minute, her bright eyes searching her face. “We have reached out to sources in this town and next, to make sure you’re looked after, Amaris. If you need anything these sources know how to find us.” She turned around and walked back to the horses, and all three remounted and bowed slightly to us as they rode away. My mother watched them ride away with a hard look on her face I couldn’t quite read. As she turned to me, though, it softened as she smiled.

“Go to bed, Kal. You’re going to need all the rest you can get.” She put her arm around me and hugged me as she led me inside, closing the door behind us. As I walked to my room, I heard her lock the door for the first time since we had lived here.